I'm terrible at keeping friends because I'm too shy to talk to them and I'm probably not intreseting enough for people. Any friends I do have I just find it hard to keep in contact with because I hate starting conversations since I'm too busy being paranoid that they don't really like me at all.

Any friends I have made recently I've lost again just as quickly because of my shyness probably. I mean who would want to be friends and hang around with someone that doesn't talk?