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Originally Posted by rainbow8
No other T or person in my life has gotten so close to me. She truly wants to know me and to help me. I wish she weren't so pretty. Maybe I'm bisexual or why would I be so attracted to her looks? Or is it the whole package deal? I like when she doesn't look so good and those feelings aren't there. I'm going to have to deal with this. Repeating myself. What can I possibly do? Yes, I have my life but T is there, smiling at me. That's good and makes me miserable and good at the same time. Sorry for this pathetic post. T wants me to do things for myself, not just for her. Working on all of it, despite what some of you may think. I think the car accident messed with my brain.
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So sorry you are going through this (((rainbow)))
I can relate and I have been there and it's so difficult. I too have done things to want to please T.
On the subject when it comes to being attracted to the same sex I have never explored that option. However there are people (women) that I have been attracted to but not for there looks but for there 'person' if that makes sense. I think people can be 'bi' to varying degrees. I don't think there's anything wrong with it. People are people.