>> I am definitely going to continue therapy.

I think that is the most important thing. It will help you figure out what you really want in life and how to recognize it.

It also shows that although you do want to share your love with someone, you also want to take care of yourself. You can't expect anyone to love you unless you love yourself first and continuing to work on yourself shows that you do. I believe the rest will fall into place with time.

-- The world is what we make of it --
-- Dave
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