_Sky, I just re-read your post more carefully. Thank you for everything that you said. I had just finished bawling my eyes out and you sent me over the edge again, with your caring and thoughtfulness. I'm going to log off now. I feel like throwing up or squishing my head under a piano, just to put an end to the feeling of being so trapped like this.

_Sky, thank you again for your friendship. I really appreciate it