so, i remember sleeping at my grandpa's from my mother's side ,only to wake up in the morning at the sound of crying to find out that he died. my grandma my mom , the whole family was mourning for him even my cousin who was only 3 years old , yet i didn't !!! after two monthes or so , it was the same with my uncle from my father's side . we were really close he was also very young so i saw him more of a big brother , yet just like before , even when the whole family was mourning for him i didn't , i couldn't and i didn't feel the need to shed a tear !!! now it's over a year since this happened and still nothing !! i'll think of them and miss them from time to time but that's all !! i don't feel more than that!! i didn't feel sad when they died nor do i feel now !!it's like i am completly indifferent !!! so i've been wondering , is that normal?