Basically I'm really obsessive about stuff and it concerns me. For example, with Sonic the Hedgehog, I've written guides to games, done pictures, wrote stories, etc... but one time I even took a company car without asking to get a game on release day and got in trouble and I've also set up a secret dial-up connection to a phone line that was not mine to download Sonic movies. Back in school, I used to memorize bird names and even draw birds on my homework. I've done stuff like this for other things too. I've even become obsessed with people. The last person I became obsessed with however liked me back and I'm going to get married in a couple of weeks, so that turned out well.

But I don't seem to fit other things with autism, like for example I look people in the eye. I have a feeling however when i was younger and lacked social skills I might have gotten a dx.

I am wondering if I should bring up this behavior to my pdoc. Basically I am already dxed bipolar and I am afraid that they will blame it on that, or say like my last pdoc that my personality is too "warm" to have autism.

I try not to act this way anymore because I have become self conscious. I almost got obsessed with type 2 diabetes but stopped myself from doing it. I also want to know if I should be so hard on myself like this or not.