I took a pill later on Thursday and I'm feeling crappy today. After two months of straight good mood. I know that an occasional bad day is normal but this looks like the old hell I went through. All those doubts and dark thoughts have popped up for a visit again. And it feels like they've always been there just under the surface and they will come back once I've gone off meds. I'm trying to keep being rational and hope it will pass soon.