I do not know how to socialize myself. I hardly leave the house, too. I really have trouble making eye contact when trying to have a conversation and it makes people think I'm cold/distant. You're definitely not alone. My mother is the only person I can really talk to, besides my T. They make me feel comfortable actually. Just work on these things slowly - don't rush yourself. I'm not the greatest with advice, but I hope everything goes well for you.