((((A)))) i know you are in a great deal of emotional pain right now and feeling heartbroken and confused. I think it is perfectly natural for you to want to make sense of something so incredibly senseless.

Sweetie, I dont think you are going to get the answers right now for which you seek. The truth WILL be revealed in time...please take some comfort in that so you can focus on just you and your beautiful baby.

Only you matter right now. You and the health and well being of your baby. Let your friends and family into your heart and life. Let them be there for you.

Eventually you will come to learn the real reasons for your Hs behavior / actions. But for now try to let them go.

YOU HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG. THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU. YOU ARE THE SAME WONDERFUL, LOVELY WOMAN YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN. NOTHING HAS CHANGED THERE.

Please try to rest and find calm and peace right now for you and your baby. You both matter so much and are loved and have support. Try to draw from that right now.

Hugs to you,
Rose