So I talked with my parents about the issues I have, and how I feel about it.. Then they told me:

'You are normal, and you didn't go through in your childhood as much as others.'

.....This seriously shocked me a lot, I'm giving up hope on earning my parent's awareness about my issues. They pay me with university and takes care of me, so maybe it is up to me fix my problems myself now.. After all I'm 19 years old and is an adult..

Not going through alot in childhood?

I moved schools 3 times and moved 3 countries, did not graduate any schools except for the official high school graduation certificate I got from government institute in Korea...

My friends are all scattered around the globe, and I was not there when they did parties, and graduation ceremony...

They may call it not a lot, but they don't understand how it feels to lose all your friends every 2 years (that was average year staying in one school)..

Now I'm supposed to become an adult and all I see is people just using each other and being so busy that they do not have time and calmness to socially talk to each other....

And I envy the Australian students who have their life-long friends and their parents nearby.. Whenever I see facebook, I see them party-ing all the time and talking to their long time friends..

Now talking about these things make me sad.... Why do I not have life-long friends like that.... Now I struggle to socialize with others because I have penalty of thought that they might leave me again...

It hurts to live like this