Hello FacingChains!
Yes you sound just like me, I love sleeping it escape the pain, no rejection in dream world, eh?! I know how you feel, I wish I could give you advice as I don't know what to do myself. All I do most of my day is sleep, take a shower brush my teeth eat a bit more and try to go out, when my only offline friend is around.
Sure my only offline friend gets me to get out and go for a walk, but guess what?... the only thing I talk about is my problems and I feel a burden to her, my only friend, cause of it.
Like you I have no money and I don't drive plus I live rather far out in a not too great neighborhood, so I am pretty much stuck at home, 'til my only friend comes home.
I guess I am writing this to let you know that you are not alone. I sure hope things improve for you