I have DID. Why can't I really connect with any-one? I can talk to people. It can even seem like am a friend. I can be funny, I can joke I can have serious conversations, But I'm behind a glass wall. It feels like I am heartless.

A therapist I have been in contact with at the clinic has resigned and leaves in three weeks. He doesn't want to loose contact with me. And I don't care if I never see him again. It is that way with everybody.

Is this part of DID? or Depersonalization? Or am I just a cold B......