Hi everyone,

Yes, the prodigal has returned, although I don't know how often I'll be posting. I thought it best to let you know how things are going so far.

I guess it doesn't help to sugarcoat it, so I'll just say it...I'm not doing well. I'm having trouble dealing with people at work, people in general, and the constant stresses of different triggers at different times. It's to the point where if something triggers, I zone out, or my brain leaves, or whatever...I'm not sure...but I forget where I am, what took place...everything...and all that's left are the bad feelings afterward.
My T is talking about a possible med change, and is setting up an appointment for me to talk to a psyche therapist, who will 'analyze' me to try and pinpoint the problem.

In short, I'm a wreck..and I haven't wanted to talk to anybody lately. I feel like a failure.

There...I said it! Not that it helps, but at least I admitted it.

Sorry for being such a downer....hope you'll forgive me.