We did get along well, but I don't think I loved him like I want to love a life partner. I think we were good friends, but not much physical attraction. It's sad really.

We are not friends on FB but I do see when he posts pix on Instagram. He seems to be having fun at the sporting event. I feel bad and wish i was there to share it with him.
I should stop looking at his posts, tweets, etc, right?

Today I was supposed to visit my parents and now I dont want to go. I just want to stay at home in bed....