...haven't had a computer for long, 15 months maybe?...yeah I know, what a caveman especially in this tech world but I am always reluctant to follow the trends.

...anyway I think I was googling borderline info and the forums popped up and I joined one last year somewhere and I was not well at all and had very little understanding of how to behave 'online'...and no big mystery I got the boot politely...

but I discovered in the process that I could express myself better with words rather than talking to people and even therapists etc...

so after getting over the first failure I looked for another forum and found this one and even managed to screw up here as well a couple times but they forgave me which was good and things have been better...

there are good people here