I drink occasionally, maybe a few times a year. Since January I believe I've been having a hard time with it, it just knocks me out and it makes me feel like I'm not real. Weed does the same thing to me too.

It sucks. I'm 19, I should be hammered like every other college student and now I have to limit how much I drink. I've been off the zyprexa for a couple weeks so I don't know if I'm still affected by it.

Rum, however, seems to be the only drink I can take shot after shot and not feel anything at all.