I think I may have pushed her boundaries with my neediness and attachment. I try to keep it in check, though. I think the main issue was when I tried to quit via voice message and text because I was so overwhelmed and wanted out. She got me on the phone and said something about respecting the process and respecting her (oops!) by not just suddenly calling it quits. So I went to the next session after all to show her that I do very much respect her and with my attachment I kept going anyway since I knew I only had a limited time before I moved away. She told me in session that she was afraid I'd do it again and maybe not even show up for my last session and have proper closure. I felt so bad for acting so immature.
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