The past couple of days have been really difficult. I am still in a state of shock over the fact that my so-called "bff" has completely deleted me without so much as a "goodbye", and at the same time I'm dealing with the ebbs and flows of my depression. But lately I find myself caught between an immense sadness ~missing her like crazy, and at the same time being so incredibly angry that she has done this....my mind just travels between these two things constantly, and it's so hard. And can't stop crying....