Wow...what mary alice said really made sense. Especially the part about whining...I have said it before...and...now i mean it, I will leave. I know that I annoy you all, and that my whining is pathetic...I've known for a long time. Mary alice, don't feel this is because of you, it isn't. Simply that what you said finally made me realize what I have to do. I must leave this fourm...at least stop posting. I may read posts..but will no longer post myself. I am tired of hearing my own whining...and therefore you all shouldn't have to hear it either.

[b] These wounds won't seem to heal...this pain is just too real..there's just too much that time cannot erase....[b]