Well I hated when my mom told me I was normal as my dad was in jail. Lol but i understand what you feel. It sucks not having close close friends but think about it too when you say you have friends all over the globe you should think of it like **** I know ppl in how many countries. Im sure your gunna have to settle somewhere someday. And when ya do you can always make the closest friends ever.

Also theres nothing wrong with having close contact with your friends. Ive been writing to my High School track coach for months now. We send emails daily and I couldnt be more happy to see them. It sucks that we cant physically see each other but Im glad I have someone there i can always post my darkest and deepest thoughts. You should try that with one of ur Austrilian friends or whoever you feel comfortable with