I truly understand all of your post wanttoheal. I am unable to remember lots of people and events that my sister remembers clearly. The few "connections" I have had lasted seconds and I can't get them back. People leave or die and they get filed away before I even realize.

I do have a protector part Pegs... he is very strong. Nothing gets past him. So things get pushed to the physical. Last night I had chest pains cos this stuff is big inside.... not feeling but being hurt anyway.

I am so grateful for your understanding and the fact you all took time out to respond to me.

Thank you,