When I picked my first T, I decided on a woman. I thought she would be more comforting and perhaps less judgemental of me. Whereas a man might look down on me as another man and make me feel a bit inadequate.

In the 3rd meeting, about the middle of the session. She was talking about something in relation to situation i was dealing with. In which I laughed and told her that it wasn't quite similar. Which was of course while she was talking. She stood up and said "Is this how you talk? Is this how your family raised you to communicate. You shouldn't interrupt me" in quite an aggressive tone. I was so shocked and taken back that my heart started pounding so hard. My vision went blurry and tunneled. I gripped my hands tight on the chair I was sitting in, and looked down at my feet. After a minute She looked at me and said " Are you aware that you are getting angry?" Then she told me that the session was over and that she would see me next week. After a while of sitting there, trying to not break down into a full blown panic attack. She began to ask me for my co-pay for the session. I walked out and had a breakdown in the car.