Hello, my name is John and I'm feeling very sad lately.

I think it all started with my ADD, I don't have a medical diagnostic but I'm pretty sure.My ADD made my social life hard, I feel traped inside my house, my only "true" friends never want to get out, and the things that I like to do are not making the same excitement as they did before(guitar, videogames, reading). I feel that I'm wasting my teenagehood because I can't get a girlfriend, and I'm obessesive in having one, I blame that on my low ability to show emotions and my lack of trust for new people that I met, but I dind't quit and I try everyday to meet new people.

I used to have OCD, I was pretty crazy with washing hands and all, but I fought that and got over with it,

I don't want to feel depressive and not be able to have concentration but I don't want to be in Heavy drugs and would be cool not to spend all my money on it