Today I came to realization that I have an eatin dissorser that I stress related... My and my so calle fiancée were fighting today and I just couldn't stand to look at myself because he wouldn't look at me. As I look at myself in the mirror after fighting with him I just saw this ugly pathetic fat sobbing little girl that I hate... And It just made me sick to look at myself... I don't know what to do or tell my family because if this continues I don't know what'll happen... I've just been using the stomach virus as an excuse..