I have read every single word Open Eyes .. glad to know there are people understand what i am going through , my parents can't or " don't want " to
understand , they know i am extremely introvert but they think it's because i like it or it's easy to get over but i don't want to .. which is not true of course .. i really find your post very helpful .. there are things you mentioned i can do , other things are a bit difficult for me at least now .. but i will try .. i just want to learn how not to care if i failed , every time i give up because of some silly things .. the thing is any little thing can ruin my life .. but i really want to change .. thank you so much