...I'm obsessive about tidiness and order it makes me nutso but the results are pleasing...or satisfying or something I cannot help it my mind is such an appalling mess that I must balance it out in my environment.

being neat and tidy demonstrates I have some kind of control in my life something tangible where the rest is topsy turvy oblivion.

I gues it's a useful outlet for mania and not so bad then but I'm impossible to reach while amongst it!

sometimes I try to be messy just to take the pressure off but it don't work

if I had to choose between living with a messy but layed back person or an uptight but immaculate one...I think I'd just tie a motorbike to my leg and jump into the sea!