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Jul 15, 2012, 11:57 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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First, let me tell you that you are NOT a "mistake." No one in God's world is a mistake! You were put here for a reason and while you may not know what that reason IS yet, you will find out.
I personally know how it feels to never have the emotional or physical attachment to your mother (or father). I had 3 sisters, and all of us were just "there." We were like furniture to our parents -- just something in the room. We got NO love at all. Nothing. So I can relate to the problems it causes in adulthood. 
Is there such a thing as taking an online study for web design? I'm not savvy in such things, but since you can take almost anything else online, I'm just wondering if that would be posslble too? It's worth looking into. At least you would have the knowledge, even if it's not from an Ivy League college!
You're not being a "downer" -- this is the place to come with problems like this.  That's why we're all here! I wish you the very best. Let us know what happens. God bless. Hugs, Lee 
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