wow...yeah that makes alot of sense to me, so it's a rapid cycling thing then? might just look into that.

I feel the same that bad things will happen and rationally I think it's absurd but it doesn't stop me acting out the behaviour.

urban dictionary calls it 'an*l-retentive' I think and I'm right into the straight lines and right angles and towels hanging at exact same shape a dripping tap will wreck me and a rattle in the car will have me dismantle it on the side of the road to get rid of it! doesn't matter much anyway giving it a name for me though it won't go away these days

neatness neatness...NEATNESS....wtf??

oh well

just checked this out below.
(If there are four mood episodes within a month, it is called ultra-rapid cycling, and when several mood switches occur within a day, on several days during one week, it is called ultra-ultra-rapid, or ultradian cycling.)

I think I'm in an ultra phase lately....didn't know it had a name....but I don't pay attention to much