I've been in and out of hospitals because i've tried to kill myself several times. I am currently having another episode and this time i really don't want to go to the hospital. I want to be better but it's really hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel even if I've seen it before. I was wondering if anyone has gone through Depression and Anxiety Disorders. And if they had some tips, advice, support group websites I could visit or anything at all. Maybe someone can just let me know if they go through somewhat of what I'm going through. My symptoms are sadness all the time, crying, anxiety, feeling on edge, insomnia non stop, not wanting to be with anyone, feelings of worthlessness, guilt, i am currently experiencing a lot of guilt this time around. I feel guilty for having these disorders and hurting my family by having them and my friends because i am pushing them away because they just don't understand. I don't really think anyone understands. I just now joined this website and I thought maybe I could become connected with a group of people who go through the same things. I dont know. Maybe this was stupid but here's a chance.