monkey, thing that has always confused me is, I can have an fairly intelligent conversation with someone but.... if you ask or tell me to do something, the instructions hit a wall...
I have been this way all my life, school was horrendous. Being shunned cause of it always really hurt. Did wonders for my self-esteem.
Thoughts have either drifted away somewhere or are scrambled & overcooked.
Sound familiar??
See why I don't write much, it can get a wee bit personal.