I'm not sure either. There was another post I forget which one, but when you are so high that you have complete disregard for others- you're manic.

I know what you mean though about the happy, we were at my sisters picnic last weekend, went swimming and was having a good time goofing around in her pool. My daughter asked me if I took my meds today. I went over to the side of the pool and asked the others if I was acting weird (because of what she said) and my brother told her NO, your just having fun swimming with your daughter. thank you.

This happens a lot. Can't I just be happy?