((KimmyDawn)))

Thought you would appreciate this..I discovered this website by accident when I went surfing over the net looking for the "meaning of self"..LOL..but thought you might like it..the URL is attached..the owner of the site: Dr. John Suler...pretty "Cool Zen Dude"..hope his stories help with your tears..and again sending you gentle hugs..and more kleenex with Aloe..gentle hugs..you are in my thoughts and prayers...

Zen Stories

(It Will Pass)
A student went to his meditation teacher and said, "My meditation is horrible! I feel so distracted, or my legs ache, or I'm constantly falling asleep. It's just horrible!"
"It will pass," the teacher said matter-of-factly.

A week later, the student came back to his teacher. "My meditation is wonderful! I feel so aware, so peaceful, so alive! It's just wonderful!'

"It will pass," the teacher replied matter-of-factly.

http://www.rider.edu/suler/zenstory/zenstory.html

EV...
"Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see." Mark Twain