I get paranoid delusions, like I feel like I have done something wrong and I don't know what it is, but I am being monitored for it. I think that certain cars follow me. That's the main one, but a few years ago, I was thinking that I had the ingredients for the secret of life and that I was put on the earth for the purpose of spreading that message.

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Another delusion involved me thinking that my purpose in life was to give birth to my two kids and now that they have had a start in life, ages 9 and 4, that I was meant to kill myself.

Some messed up stuff. Now my meds are better and I am not experiencing any delusions that I know of.