When i was in my early 20s life felt at least somewhat right. When i hit 24 I figured I met THE guy who turned out to be the gateway to hell. I stayed for soo long because I thought how could someone be so cold and so cruel to treat a woman like she isn't human. I tried to help him but instead he took me down with him. When we finally split I felt stripped but not totally dead inside...not yet anyway. I got my life somewhat right again then met another guy who made me feel like total ****. Then after him my best guy friend screwed me over. Then finally I kinda ran over myself by putting myself into another situation where I get treated like I'm in last place, like I'm trash.....

Now I just feel like a shell...every guy I look at I just want to smack especially when they start talking about women like they do.....Grrrr....and then they wonder when they actually want something real they have a hard time finding it....they wonder why so many women don't want to give them the time of day...or why so many seem so angry or sad....and they even joke about "damaged" women....whatever happend to respect? Women don't even respect women anymore they treat each other like ****...and even compete for those butthead guys attention...wtf is wrong with the world? I'm so tired of feeling like a piece of crap...