Yesterday I found out from my therapist that I have D.I.D and I am scared.... Maybe its the fact that I've watched to many movies and I'm frightened that the horrible me will win or whatever....BUT I can see it and I can't it's just not that obvious like it is in the movies. I have recognised that I do go through phases and I am depressed some of the time at the worst (I'm not stigmatising) I thought I could be borderline like my mum or bipolar however this just threw me for a loop.
The worst thing is that there is not alot of info out there...
I have recognised that the core me is compassionate and is highly emotionally sensitive of others but when I look at myself I don't feel it. If anything I'm majorly depressed and exhausted all the time. I think its from fighting my other emotional personalities constantly checking and balancing myself all the time.
It's a relief in some ways but in other ways I feel burdened.
I do realise that I have controlled myself alot in the past, especially with my past its not nice, and I keep soldiering on...
Has anyone else been diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder? And how have you managed to bring your EP's to co exist? And how do you know how many you have?