"I knew what I was hearing people tell me and the 'drifty eye' was difficult to control cos I am trying sooo hard to focus!! it's bloody nuts! I'm using all my concentration to 'appear' like I'm concentrating ..." -- Very interesting

I feel like I fake my expressions, except for the easy ones like "Happy", so when things are rough and people need my help/understanding is a crisis I'm so focused on the problem that the energy spent on faking my expressions is immediately put "On Hold" and many times people think I'm uncaring or a jerk.