I'm sorry to say but your situation is not going to get any better. I feel that since you point out that he will beat you harder when you're crying, what will he do to a baby? I hate to say that, but I'm afraid I must, because at this point I am complete fear for the safety of your baby, even before it is born.... I could recount horror stories but I won't.

Get out of there. You and your baby deserve better.