I just want you to know, that you are not alone! This world is way too large for anyone to ever be alone in how they feel!

Several weeks ago my interest was piqued by a news segment describing a disorder where the sufferers experienced intense panic, rage, and screaming/crying fits in response to seemingly trivial triggers. These triggers would be snoring, lip smacking, chewing, tapping, sneezing, coughing, even breathing. Commonly, these triggers would be applied to a specific person such as a daughter who couldn't stand to hear her mother talk despite lack of abuse.

I don't remember the name of the disorder and I definitely can't diagnose you with it. What's important is that there is a community out there of people who may feel similar to you. I hope that telling you this encourages you to seek out additional resources. And if you do, tell us what you find.

And please! Talk to a psychiatrist and/or psychologist. ((((HUGS))))