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Originally Posted by missbelle
This is totally your depression talking.......thats what depression says..to all of us.......what your feeling is the classic symptom of your illness. When your depression lifts, and it eventually will with help, and meds, you will not be feeling or writing that stuff. Its not you. Its not the world. Its not other people. Its the talk of depression and you are hearing it loud and clear!
I hope you feel better and are getting some help from these terrible feeling!
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Well you see thing is I don't have much to fall back on.....I mean its not like I just think I am failing at life, I actually am and I am not really doing much that helps anyone not to mention I'm broke so I have to bum food, money and stuff like that from everyone without giving anything back in return. I have been in therapy and it didn't really make any difference.
I don't know I never have had my depression lift in all my life that I can remember, I have struggled with depression for as long as I can remember...so I am a bit skeptical that I will feel better over-all, and SSRI anti-depressants' make me feel worse. Trying to get some psychological help though I am just not very confident it will make much difference.