Well you see thing is I don't have much to fall back on.....I mean its not like I just think I am failing at life, I actually am and I am not really doing much that helps anyone not to mention I'm broke so I have to bum food, money and stuff like that from everyone without giving anything back in return. I have been in therapy and it didn't really make any difference.

I don't know I never have had my depression lift in all my life that I can remember, I have struggled with depression for as long as I can remember...so I am a bit skeptical that I will feel better over-all, and SSRI anti-depressants' make me feel worse. Trying to get some psychological help though I am just not very confident it will make much difference.