44, that suprised me. Like DarkHeart saying, I have the other me and we talk a lot. Sometimes she's a total asshole voice. But I did this mindfulness therapy and learned a lot about other me, she just really wants me to be happy and get **** done. Also in one of the mindfulness meditations, the therapist guided me to find I was hiding out in space near the moon, just watching myself and wishing things weren't so bad for my life and the planet. Then we did the meditation where you vision your feet on a grassy patch of earth and remember that earth wants me here and needs me here. It was a profound session. But yea anyway, interesting topic!