I feel for ya. I can hardly deal with myself let alone with someone else trying to get me hurt.
Do u know what's going on when sophie takes Over? R there any memories of the times?
Im sorry, i don't want to sound or be intrusive. I've just never talked to anyone that had an alter.
I wish i could give you advice, but i don't really know to much on this subject.
I just hope that you can hang on till you can see your doc. Just be careful when taking other peoples meds, they could be dangerous to you.
Wishing you the best of luck, hang in there :-)