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Originally Posted by Curlew
Your first post of the thread was such stream of consciousness. I've tried to follow it, taken my faithful dog out for his few minutes of bedtime hyperactivity chasing rabbits, then I've come in and read it again. It's resonating strongly with me that we can't somehow claim back the time we lose whizzing round with ADHD or - for me - in lethargy and on self loathing from the losing things etc with ADD. What can we do but try to move forward? At best we may just be able to harness some of the wild horses in some creative direction. I've not yet come close to being offered medication - only informally reached the diagnosis myself, in the last few days, after having a sort of subliminal awareness of it for years and years. I don't fancy drug treatment with hypertensive side effects, if that is what you are referring to. I've got hypertension already.
Best wishes - I'm just off to take refuge in sleep, if I can. R
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thanks R for even giving it one read and still another
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I often have to read back several times what I write to 'learn' what on earth is going on in my head, aaah!
it's a risk to burst brain matter onto the page but it helps and thanks for responding.
you know those lottery machines? ...where the balls are flung around in the big clear ball and then a mechanism trips and spits a ball out with a number on it.
...it's a bit like that in my add brain, I never know what number ball is gonna pop out and keep waiting for the jackpot...ah it's such fun
gee I hope the hypertension aint too bad! I was banned from add medication years ago for abusing it (naughty)....thats a shame but I have other problems that intersect and yep. I just hypertension anyway.
enjoy the sleeping ....monkey