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Originally Posted by dark_heart_x
A few of you have said because the inside of your head is such a mess you keep the outside in order. I think it's not true for me. Because the inside of my head is such a mess I can't keep my outside in order, either. I even look a bit crazy. I'm never "put together." I used to be, but now I can't seem to get it together.
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...this really does seem to make alot more sense, and I'm really stuffed now trying to understand what the heck compulsive accessories I have attached to my messy brain making it possible for me to be neat?
I wish I could and would just drop everything and let it all go for a change because of the enormous angst in maintaining neatness but if I can't find a stupid sock or something I lose the plot...idiotic
but I also rent my apartment and get inspections quite often otherwise I would go for the mess I reckon there is a comfortable dis-symmetry in it instead of sterile symmetry
i dunno?
oh well