About two months ago I went off my meds. Now I feel alive. The dead feeling inside is gone. My memory is back. I feel like my old self.

My life was boring so I gave away all my stuff and moved to Italy. I spoke with my psychiatrist on the phone (he also does psychotherapy). He seemed worried but things are fine. It sounded as though he thought I made a mistake. But, how can feeing good be a mistake?

I was a ultra-rapid cycler but now I haven't cycled after going two months without meds.

Has anyone gone off their meds and actually felt better?