Well, I'm going to be very embarrassed writing this but...
Two years ago I was reading Girl, Interrupted (I know, very popular book and movie) and I was just stunned at how much of her I saw in myself, save the promiscuous sex haha, well anyways later on that year after getting better living situations I began searching my mind wondering what could be wrong with me. I always knew something was wrong it just never had a name, a face. After researching BPD I began to realize I might have it (be it?), but there is a chance I might be bipolar also. I have taken the quizzes on this site too and have scored high on both disorders. I'm really just asking for opinions, maybe someone could tell me how they found out they had BPD?

Also, just in case someone is curious.. I'm embarrassed, because I understand that people read articles and start thinking "omg! I have that!" and I know people might think "oh, that's her problem!" even I have thought that. The thing is though, it doesn't explain the emptiness I feel and the racing thoughts and my inability to understand myself or the world or life itself. So, I do hope you give me the benefit of the doubt.