I am so scared, i can barely function, barely eat for weeks, and when i do. I end up throwing up . I don't understand how my life can fall apart right in front of me, and i truly was acting out of my mind and didnt even realize it. Its the first time this ever happened. I look back at the way i was acting it makes me so sick. I'm scared to death, this just seems so unreal. I miss my normal life so bad. Theres so many bad people out here, I just dont understand how something like this could happen. Now i look like a bad person and am all alone and feel so lost.