Wow, ((((((((((((((((((((((Evangelista))))))))))))))))))))))))), this is a terribly wonderful description. I haven't walked in your shoes, but I understand so much of this and find that my DID is experienced in many of the same ways. Well, pretty much most of 1 through 10.
Thank you for sharing this with everyone. It makes me feel so much better to know that someone else feels the way I feel, even though I wouldn't wish these feelings on anyone else.
From another sane crazy person,
Elizabeth