Well honestly everything but school is the current thought in my head, no my truck, no my gma annoying me, no uh idk... Well Lets stick with school lol

Good intro eh? Anyway School is coming up again soon Ive been out for about three semesters because things started really going down hill, I started failing classes not showing up, showing up drunk, or strung out wither way ther general idea is I was inebriated in some way, but Ive been to rehab so now sober! Yay kinda yay lol. Anyway Im worried if I go back Ill quit going or Ill start poping pills and drinking again. Im worried ill get stressed and go back to my self destructive routine. I worry that Ill fail again because Im so close to finishing with two count em two degrees whicked right? Well anyway I was going to take 6 classes and now Im down to 3. which I think will be easier to manage.

Now to my truck, I tried to sui in it after a wood brothers concert. They sang luckiest man I was drunk and figured they are right you cant run or hide so lets do this and only damaged my poor baby and now I have no job debt out my *** and now way to fix it and on top of that a Dui to pay for. I love my truck why did I wreck her? Poor baby. She is a lowered ford ranger extra cab with 18" rims or it did have 18's till I bent them hitting a pole but I drove home on them lol That was a bad night for me. First night staying in a mental facility where they dx me as depressed gave me more ad's and so I went a bit wild on the anti depressants.

Anway my grandma is very needy she is lazy and 79 so if you can only imagine and Im home all day so Im like a freaking butler. How do i stop that. I eel I cant say no she bailed me out of jail.

Rant over any advice on any of this?