I would be lazy at 79 to Clinte mate!

give her a break...she is not equipped to deal with you and get on your knees thank her for the bail!...

man...I empathise with you it's all happening you are in the tumble dryer experience it seems ...go around come back around it's hot as hell and you still can't dry out!

these things are typical young bloke screw ups I had my fair share I just had trouble getting out of the bad stuff...

it can drag you down further can you decide to climb out?

or will it kill you or try to?